The hate surrounds me
but my tears still fall
my heart is screaming
but my lips can't move at all

in all i've ever wondered
and in all i've ever known
i never thought the day would come
where i would be alone

but here i sit right now
the shadows are my friends
my blade stabbed me in the back
so i had to put that to an end

i don't want to hurt the people
that notice that i'm here
but i still feel so lonely
as i shed a single tear

for you i cannot cry
cuz you're not worth the pain
i would cry a river
but it wouldn't change a thing

so now i walk away
leaving behind my very soul
it wouldn't help to stay
because my heart is growing cold

a piece of it is missing
that i gave to you
but i don't ever want it back
because you and i are thru

you left me for another
and pushed me to the edge
now as i jump to my end
i dedicate this death to you

once my true love
and once one of my friends
you were one of the few
who i really thought i knew...
Amber    10-19-05